“You’re not old,” he said again. “You have a long time ahead.”
She took a deep breath and let it out in a whoosh so long he thought she might pass out. “I’m just starting out. Again. I mean, who’s going to pay attention to an old—” she caught his raised eyebrows and corrected herself. “Older woman’s stuff, or my opinions. Does it matter?”
“Dunno. Are you doing it because it matters?”
This was a much bigger question than hers. She didn’t want no one to acknowledge what she did, but she had to admit that wasn’t why she wanted to start again. She needed to. The work, her ideas, the raw stuff of creation inside her—it was a fire she simply had to bring forth into the world. If only just to see what it looked like herself. If only to learn how to be better at it.
She got up and let the quilt fall to the floor. “I gotta go. I’ll let you know when it’s ready,” she said.